As a part of the full schedule of presentations and events on February 29th 2020, as a research fellow and dance artist, healer, and hospice nurse, I presented mmm, a performance lecture that included projected video of “movement meditation memorials” and a reading of “embodied eulogies.” this private somatic practice turned trembling archive (Kristin Juarez) is a grief release practice to honor each patient who dies under my care as a Registered Nurse. mmm was followed by a conversation and Q&A facilitated by Danspace Project Assistant Curator, Public Engagement, Seta Morton. This performance lecture has been presented at Movement Research Festival, Bowdoin College, Wesleyan University and The Getty Research Institute in it’s Dancers On Film program.